4 U

As I look in to my heart
There’s a lot to see
But something that is clear
Is the picture of you and me
The heart cleans the fames with Windex
No less
Then the best
For my heart heavy as a chest
Look at it
Shining like gold
All the stories
All untold
Unfold
Like a rainbow
There over you
Pop into your head
My life, my truth
My fears and youth
Can you take it?
My heart
And not break it?
This repetition is ridiculous
It tears trust apart
That is the key to unlock the heart
I renewed the key two to many times
Kills me to say this
That key is mine
Forever I hold it in my mind
If ever to give it back
It would be the last chance
I want you but I don’t
This is were things get twisted
I feel like if I left for good
That I would miss it.

Bumble bee beating!

So I’m graduating as are a lot of you this year and I have to get a plan of what is going to be at the party to eat. My mom’s friend Tammy suggested this place in Elgin called bobs because it had really good pull pork. Personally I don’t really care what there is to eat as long as there’s fruit. But before my mom was going to spend a bunch of money on this place she hasn’t eaten at she was going to try it. So my dad and I are going to this place in Elgin and on the way there I’m getting very car sick, and it seems like forever and ever till we finally get to this place I rolled down my window and stuck my feet out and took my seat belt off so I didn’t feel so constricted. It didn’t take too long before my dad came out with six Styrofoam take out things in two plastic bags that had thank you written all over them.
On our way back I didn’t feel any better, texting people didn’t help so I put my phone down for a little bit, laid back and shut my eyes. My dad was talking to me and I would answer, in mid question I heard extremely big loud rain drops, my dad stopped and kind of sighed and made a disgusted noise like “ugh!” then followed it was a “oh great!” my eyes were still shut and the noise startled me so I sat up really fast, my vision was smudged. On the wind shield there was a layer of green slim that we later found out was bumble bee guts all over the wind shield, realizing what had just happen my face dropped and I covered my face in disgust. Making the much necessary EW and ugh noises and curling into a ball I got over it and started to calm down. Now back into my normal laying back eyes shut trying not to get sick position I couldn’t relax the same. Part of the reason was because I didn’t want the past to repeat itself, and the other part was I wanted to past to repeat itself and I wanted to see everything happen instead of just having my dad tell me the details.
Finally we got back to Rochester and I found something mint and I got to roll down my window, I started to feel better as we rolled into Andy’s liquor I waited for my dad to come out I started getting calls. Then on our way home I still ate my minty sucker and currently I feel much much better. YAY!

random thoughts

I’ve always been told when people sing it’s a sign that their happy! Thinking about that I guess I’m happy a lot cause I sing all the time, in the shower and in the car with the windows up so no one can hear me, or jokingly to friends
After all the years I’ve been in dance you think my shoulders wouldn’t go so forward. ‘put your soulders back’ is what I heard most often. My posture needs to be fixed. 
You want to know whats weird? My stomach always hurts in the morning as if I were hunrgy, but I never want to eat cause when I do I get more hurts and start to feel worse. 
This morning I was straightening my hair and it was doing this ridonkulous poof thing I just didn’t understand. I actually asked it why it was being so uncooperative this morning…it didn’t answer. 
I like Ms. Felsh in the purple magents color she’s wearing today. PRETTY 
I really wish I had a wid berry ring pop. I think that’s the flavor…I’m pretty sure 
I use to be able to whistle through my teeth cause there was a gap, now theres no gap….i cant whistle through my teeth 
I can feel myself needing to sneez….now its gone I hate that. 
Back to singing, I have a song stuck in my head, I cant sing it on here though…just its there…I don’t even know what song it is it’s just on my ipod.
Now I’m hurngry, I miss Keyla Zuniga, she use to say that all the time.
Great hick-up… 
Time to go 

update!

Things that make me laugh:
Tayler Odearden
Becca Moir
Dani paddock
Steph Winter
Boys at taco bell
ANGEL!!
Running Giraffes
My brother
Tyler Mickelson
Tyler pPerry Movies
Random people on youtube
Avery
Avery's daddy
People falling
Falling upstairs
Rasberries
Bananas PUDDING!
Gospel rap songs
People at the mall that make huge sence
People that dont make sense
Babies laughing
Baby babble noises
Naratting for a animal
A boy going in for a kiss and the girl messing up his hair and walking away
Steven Odegarden
Chase (my dog)
Some peoples laughs
Starring contests
Being tickled
Theres alot :)

Moving

I just made the final opinion about moving. I have said that I’m scared and nervous and I have a little ansiety about it, so on and so on. Last night I finally said after everything that had happened in the last 4 months…I simply can not wait. I cant wait to meet new people, go to a new school, have an apartment with my best friend trying to figure out the big world, and basically starting a whole new life and one of my top goals in this new life I’m going to begin is….not letting my past life colid/mesh with my new one. To that there are acceptions and that’s if the past wasn’t ‘toxic’ to me then I would let it mesh but in the case of what I’m talking about there is not a lot of cases where that is true. Things I have been hearing about moving is, the fact that when I do get comfortable up there in the cities its so busy all the time and there’s a really small chance that I won’t find new people to hang out with and that makes me excited and nervous at the same time. Excited cause DUH new people and I’m getting sick of Rochester just for the fact that I feel like I know everyone or seen them before. And Nervous because well DUH meeting new people their NEW! So I’m nervous and scared for the same reason basically.
Along with all of that Tayler and I are going up to the cities tomorrow and looking at an apartment that she found while I was at school. Thank goodness it’s a early realease, or I don’t know if we would be going. This apartment is in uptown Minneapolis and it had everything Tayler and I had on our list plus a pool ! even though we wont be able to use it..unless we love it up there and want to stay in the cities all summer, which could possibly happen. I just stated up top I’m sick of rochester. Anyway the apartment is not to much to ask for a month and the place is really nice. It has something that was top on our list and that was it was a locked area so you had to have a key to get in. This place is also a family area so, if we needed extra help with money BABYSITTING and that’s not even a hard job as long as you get along with the kids.
Another thing to make this all happen, I need a job. Currently I don’t have one and that makes me so mad cause I need one in the worst way. On conversation I had with my mom was why don’t I go for fast food places, its money and I don’t have anything agains fast food places I just don’t want to know what’s really going in my food. Simple as that, I want to be able to eat my McDonalds and think wow think is what it went through to get into this bag and in my hands right now, I just don’t want to know. My mom rolled her eyes and just walked away. Yesterday I went out and filled out about 5 applications, but before that I went back to one place and asked them where they were at with everything and she said that they don’t hire summer help. WHY NOT! I’m a good worker and I want to hours cause I need to money. This is one reason why I don’t want to move just because I cant get a job. Today I’m going to summery places like golf courses and pools and some places that I see only open in the summer time or when it gets nice. WISH ME LUCK, I’ll need it.

Random thoughts...

My hands are freezing
Lil Wayne is hot!
I feel like jamming out kind of
Boys are ridiculous
I got it  ha-ha
Music makes my mood better
I feel like someone’s watching me through my window..
I’m subconscious
Okay I shut it now I can really rock out!
It’s really late
Is high school every going to be over…?
Why do only certain things at certain times in my past make me feel good?
I’m going to text someone…..
…………….
…………….
Okay back...
Danielle just facebooked me
EW…who does facebook?
Me!
Oh my gosh a boy facebooked me now!
Maybe we’ll get married…
Just kidding I don’t really believe that
…
I just got side tracked
I look good….look it up.
I wish I had ice cream
Probably would melt though
I can’t wait till Friday
Or September
Meeting new people is awesome!
My hands are still freezing…
What!!!!!!!!????
Okay my right hand is freezing
My left is warm…
Not weird
Later!

hahahahahaha

Things that make me laugh:
Tayler Odearden
Justin Allen
Joe Heidebrink
Running Giraffes
My brother
Tyler Mickelson
Tyler pPerry Movies
Random people on youtube
Avery
People falling
Falling upstairs
Rasberries
Bananas PUDDING!
Gospel rap songs
People at the mall that make huge sence
People that dont make sense
Babies laughing
Baby babble noises
Naratting for a animal
A boy going in for a kiss and the girl messing up his hair and walking away
Steven Odegarden
Chase (my dog)
Some peoples laughs
Starring contests
Being tickled
Theres alot :)

Music

When someone asks you what you listen to, what do you say? Normally i would say everything. Resently someone asked me what i listened to and i said everything and he said okay what about Silverstein? Thats when I realized, okay so i haven't listened to that. So i typed it in to youtube and they had me listen to Smile In Your Sleep,it was really good. Then they had my type in Senses fall and i listen to the song Family Tradition. That is what I'm listening to right now, and this song is really good to.
Over all i think that when someone asks what you listen to 'everything' isn't really the correct answer.. although I do understand if you mean that your open to basically everything. That is what i think that people really mean.

Song Dedication

For me one of the biggest forms of flattery is having a song dedicated to you by a person you care about. I’m not talking about friends messing around dedicatin sex songs to each other say “this song is for you!” No, I’m talking about the songs that maybe a boyfriend or someone you like like (as we would say in elementary school) would dedicate to you for a reason of their own. Not all of these songs have to be love gushy songs either, they could be about something in the past that went on that wasn’t the best time that your overcoming. To tell the truth it could be anything, sometimes it’s a couple separating and one person in the couple wants to show the other how they feel and the dedicate a mean song to them. Now that’s no really flattery that’s basically a huge *middle finger* to that person. This song that’s on my mind is the one about a hard past that we are trying to overcome, still in the process.
Based on my last post anyone whose read it can kind of say I have a lot of things on my mind. Somthings are serious and something arent of all that much of importants. Someone I extremly care about dedicated a song to me and it was one of those songs that only bits and pieces really apply to me. Part of th lyrics says it kills me not to know this but i’ve all but just forgotten what the color of her eyes were and her scars or how she got them, I had to ask him (because we havent seen each other for a month after a falling out) if he had really forgotten my eye color. The main reason for that question was him and I have the same eye color. The song goes on saying so tell me now if this ain’t love then how do we get out? Because I don’t know… when we were together we were very very very close and there was very little that could get us to turn against each other, we did have differences about things but we werent the kind of people that fought it out we just talked and understood where the other person was coming from.
The song itself is really good , its one of the songs that has a lot of underneath meaning to it. When I first listened to it I really was taken back because it was intense for the fact that we just started talking again. I know things will get better if things are taken slowly and maaaybee life will just fall in to place if I let it. I know I have really great people in my life and a lot of support do back me up on things. I’m glad I have everyone back in my life a little bit more then before. In the mean time I have to do something a lot of people have a very hard time doing if they are similar to me and that’s just thinking about themselves for a while and what I need to personally do to get where I need to be I have a huge move coming up in September and I need to be prepared, I think whateever come naturally will be the right choice.

55 Questions

1. Why do people lie with a straight face as if it was the honest truth?
2. Why do people have such a hard time opening up when it matters?
3. How do you know when enough is enough?
4. Do you ever feel bad for something in the past?
5. Does living your life with no regrets really mean you don’t regret anything?
6. What would you change about yourself if you had the chance?
7. Do you think abortion is murder?
8. How was the universe made?
9. If dinosaurs were still alive would they eat humans?
10. Would there be insurance for that?
11. If something makes you laugh is it always because it’s funny?
12. Did you know that your group thinks that others are weird but they might think the same of you?
13. Why is being gay or bisexual considered uncomfortable?
14. Why is religion a touchy subject?
15. Shouldn’t love and marriage between two people?
16. Why do all the cool looking phones have the most defects?
17. Why does my dog act like he wants to go outside then when I come to the door he walks away?
18. What happens after we die?
How do some people get so cocky?
19. Why is it so easy to get stuck on one person?
20. Do you believe the more you laugh the longer your life?
21. I think teen moms are some of the strongest girls, don’t you?
22. If you had to give up everything but one thing what would it be?
23. Why are dandelions bright and colorful plus they are like flowers but considered a weed?
24. How come the things that smell horrible taste AWESEOME?
25. How come the only reason I can spell that word is cause of a cheer?
26. Why does anyone get jealous?
27. Have you ever thought about inanimate objects having feelings?
28. Wouldn’t it be funny if down south got a blizzard?
29. Would they cancel school?
30. Why is California so glamorous...or is it? Becca?
31. If a makes a decision without any women around is he still wrong?
32. Why do I get ready in the morning on windy days?
33. Why doesn’t anyone understand that I and my best friend don’t fight?
34. Why is it so important to be dominating with everything?
35. Why is going with the flow considered not caring?
36. Can people change?
37. The past makes you who you are today; would you do it over again?
38. Do you believe things have to get harder before they get better?
39. Is saying “no” that easy?
40. Why do gas prices go up and down so much?
41. If the government legalized marijuana would our country get out of dept?
42. Why do girls have 5 different lotions at once?
43. Do you have a collection of something?
44. Is internet dating creepy?
45. Why are gentlemen rare to find?
46. Why are people so shallow?
47. Is the media distorting our thoughts about what a couple should look like?
48. If people could fly would our wings be visible all the time or could we just bring them out when we needed them?
49. Why are dogs afraid of vacuums?
50. Why does Amigo only let me pet him half the time?
51. How do animals get mean?
52. Is “THE ZONE” a real place?
53. If you’re addicted to food do you have withdrawals as if it was a drug?
54. Would it freak you out if your baby didn’t cry after it was born but instead started yelling about how it was cold and wanted to be warm and to shut off light because it was too bright and wanted the mommy?
55. Why is it awkward to watch people fight?

to tute!

I wish I could peer into my magic crystal ball
And tell you everything is going to be okay
Someday I won’t be dressing hair on a doll
And the sad songs won’t hurt when they play
Distance is different than falling apart
One includes miles
The other a broken heart
Bring it on distance
I brought heavy duty glue
So there is not a lot of resistance
Between me and you

INDUSTRIAL

i turn 18 on saturday. :) WOOOOOOOOOOOOO! yesss I'm super excited! cause that means in the summer i have way more freedom then i do now. So I bet you all might be wondering about now “Megan, why is there a picture of a synthetic ear with piercings in it?” well the answer to that is that after I get a job that allows it (says mom and dad) then I’m going to get it done.. Yeah yeah I’m 18 and I can do what I want BUT! Sometimes parents make sense. So I’m waiting…still going to get it but I’m waiting.
Personally I LOVE piercing! There possibly one of the coolest weirdest things you can get because there is the piercings that you can get that would be considered “normal” or “socially expectable” then there is the outrageous ones that I just want to stare at FOREVER!!!! And sit and wonder how did you do that? Thinking umm…OUCH! Jeezz!!
So just to summarize
I’m turning 18
And I’m going to get a job
And piercing… in that order!

couples.

If I say couples, what comes to your mind?
The skinny pretty girl that would be the perfect trophy wife with no brain and the football or whatever kind of JOCK that knows nothing but the game that he plays?
STYEROTYPING MUCH JEEEEZE!!
Well I don’t know what everything thinks when they hear the word couples, but I would like to HINT HINT! Comment your vision of a couple and what you think of.
Personally I just think of people flirting and being all cute! The kind of cute that makes me and all the other single people out there sick to there stomach with jealousy cause we and everyone else wants to have someone like that too! Haha
p.s. this is the love part of life laugh love 

Can't stand it

This is not a just a phrase
But a song
A cute love song
Words from the heart
Sung in toon with a gutiar
Music notes float out of his mouth
Swoop her off her feet, into a daze
She cant come out
She dosen’t want to come out
A cute love song
Made for a girl
A special girl
A girl of beauty and grace
One a boy could fall in love with
So he sings to her
I love you
A cute love song
Creates a world for the boy and girl
They will never be harmed
Happy they will stay
Because in this world,
They will be together
Always and forever.



Live laugh love
xo xoxo xo .Maygen.
Peace

....

This is something hard, you know?
I feel like something isn’t right
Nothing makes sense
Things just don’t add up
So what do I do?
Just wait?
That’s not in my nature.
If I care I want things to be better.
NOW!!!
Demanding right?
I can’t help it
I don’t want people to hurt that I care about.
And I don’t want to hurt either
Being sad or down...no fun
Here’s something for everyone
DON’T DO SOMETHING UNLESS YOU HAVE A LEGIT REASON!
If you make an action have reasons behind it
Not because…
Because you wanted to is not a reason.
Sometimes you have to think of yourself
But don’t forget about the other person or people the situation involves
I’m not say every single person
I’m saying directly the one or two people it affects
Life...Is hard and goes by fast
It doesn’t slow down and its hard but
Take everything one day at a time
Think about what you say
If what you’re saying doesn’t make sense
It won’t make sense to anyone else.
Did it make any sense to you?




Live laugh love
xo xoxo xo .Maygen.
Peace

Thinking about thoughts

Bad: Tripping and scraping your knee.
Good: getting a band-aid.
Bad: getting in a fight.
Good: making up from getting in that fight.
Bad: A loved one dying.
Good: They’re in a better place.
Bad: break ups.
Good: finding the right thing to do about it.
Bad: failing a test.
Good: doing good on the next one
Some things I have been thinking about are the good and bad things in life. Whether little or big, to be honest it has been on my mind recently. I have been thinking about it but since I just wrote it now and not earlier in the week when these thoughts of mine were fresh a lot of them have left my mind. In my life recently over break has been something else. A lot of crazy new and actually relieving things have happened. I got to talk to my parents about something that just recently entered my life that I never thought they would accept, but they did, nowit is not a huge secret.





Live laugh love
xo xoxo xo .Maygen.
Peace

I Remember

I remember being angry
I remember bus rides
I remember buddies.
I remember break-ups
I remember bad practice
I remember being judged
I remember coaches
I remember crying
I remember cheering
I remember defeat
I remember eye shadow
I remember eating
I remember emotion
I remember friends
I remember flowers
I remember funky town
I remember good practice
I remember hand shakes
I remember homework at 12:30
I remember inside jokes
I remember lip gloss
I remember lip stain
I remember laughing
I remember move it
I remember make-ups
I remember Micheal
I remember no cheering
I remember not eating
I remember nerves
I remember over eating
I remember Richard.
I remember sweating
I remember smells
I remember smiling when it hurt
I remember technique
I remember winning
I remember uniforms

I have all of those memories
I remember it all.





Live laugh love
xo xoxo xo .Maygen.
Peace

Communication

Lately I’ve been thinking.
There is a lot of ways to communicate.
So what if there was only one.
What if the only way to communicate was by sign language.
Or if the only way was talking or music.
Would people say everything they wanted if there was only one way?
What if peoples body language meant nothing?

Imagine the day that everyone became deaf.
But no ones knew sign language, how would you communicate?
Would you try that much harder to get what you wanted to say understood?
Would you carry around a note pad and pen?
If you carried the note pad and pen would people become better at writing because that’s what they have to do now?

So, what about music?
People dedicate songs to each other all the time.
What if you cant hear the song and no one ever wrote out lyrics?
You can feel the beat but how would you know it was the right song?
I know these thoughts are crazy but what if?

What if the world was silent?
Would people be sad?
Would we even know the difference after a while?
If the world went quiet would the sounds later be weird to hear if the sound came back?
If the world went silent would people in the music industry lose their jobs?
No one could hear what would be the use?

What if your could only hear some sounds?
Like, if you could only hear the persons voice you are suppose to be with for the rest of your life?
Would that make love easier?
Of if you could only hear the people that are suppose to be true friends…
Would that mean no drama?
What if instead of the people that love you and care about you, you only heard the people that didn’t like you?
And on top of that it was louder then what they were really talking?
don’t you think that would make things harder because the people that love you and care about you can’t verbally help you through it?
What if everyone was just okay with you and no one had problems with you?
Would you be happier or would you want on or the other from above?

Bottom line communication is really important and I think we’re lucky we have it in so many different ways so if we cant express it one way we can another way.






Live laugh love
xo xoxo xo .Maygen.
Peace

Relief

Put one foot in front of the other
No matter what “they” say move forward
This isn’t for them its for you
Maybe this is the hardest way to go about it
But putting it off hurts it much
that’s not what you want
So with your head up high
Take step two and breath
Your almost there
Just another step closer then the first
Your on your way
Step three gets harder
don’t look back that’s not where you want to be
Kiss those days good-bye
You don’t need whatever that is anymore
Step four is mending
Healing anything that’s broken
And for the mind to accept it and take
Step five, realize its not as hard now
Things are better and your still alive
Now you’re ready to talk about
Maybe there is a fight
Maybe you just look at each other and know
Who cares
You have just been relived.



Things don’t always go as planned
Its hurts for a while but move on.
Things can only get better.
So laugh about the things that are stupid and useless
And cry only out of happiness
Live your life how you want to but don’t get out of control..




Live laugh love
xo xoxo xo .Maygen.
Peace

Acceptance

Hardest things sometimes
But its wont vanish like we hope it will
Consuming your thoughts till you do
And stays in the unwelcoming surroundings
Wishing it away doesn’t work
And ignoring it is only temporary
Sometimes we think we do it
But we just push things off
So it sits
Like the toy you use to play with
Then one day
You see it again
Everything comes back
And your faced with something
Take it in
Or leave it for good
Something times leaving doesn’t mean for good
Just changing things
But sometimes that doesn’t work
So you reminisce about things
Think
And that’s when you know
If tears run down your face
So be it
If you feel nothing
don’t force yourself to
You just did something that is in the right direction
The direction that will help you move on
Never regret it if it comes back
Just look at it as an experience
And move on
Everything happens for a reason
Whatever it maybe
This is how it was suppose to go
So mid as well
ACCEPT IT.




Live laugh love
xo xoxo xo .Maygen.
Peace

BESTFRIENDS

Looking at you doesn't make me feel weak, but strong.
I love hanging out with you, even if only a hour long.
Very little do people know me as much as you do.
Every time we hang out we both act a fool.
Laying around or creeping on friends
All this i hope wont come to an end
Usually by now all the good times are gone
Going on two years now those time still live on
How do we do it?
Lets just stay its a secret
One that only two best friends would know
Very rare for two to keep it
Even in the hard time, never will we let go.



Live laugh love
xo xoxo xo .Maygen.
Peace

Jason

Even though you don't belong to me
legally
my love is just as strong as if you were
a piece of me.
Looking at you now i feel like your so big
i love to watch you grow into this handsome little kid.
with your blonde hair, blue eyes
you could almost be mine.
watching you grow up
crawl around and eat stuff [[:) HA!]]
now you do this cute walking waddle
but you don't seem to wobble.
boy when you grow up
you could be a model!
exploring the big world
that your now entering
one step at a time
with the help of mom and dads mentoring
but for now your one
and have many years ahead of you.
don't grow up to fast boy
cause i already cant keep up with you.




Live laugh love
xo xoxo xo .Maygen.
Peace

Love at its FAKEST!

This is my current biggest pet pev. So to be completely honest, here it is. People fall 'in love' way to fast. Then later they kick themselves cause they know that they shouldn't have fallen so fast in the first place. Not this girl, taking it slow in what I'm all about and what i encourage everyone to do as well.
Something i notice in girls is they conform to what the guy wants so they never get a chance to be themselves and the guy gets a false image of the girl from the start. Then when the girl finally starts getting comfortable and start being herself the guy doesn't like it and starts blaming the girl for anything that goes wrong and starts pointing fingers say she changed. That's not right that the girl gets blamed, but GIRLS come on get it together if he doesn't like you for who you really are dust your shoulders off and move on there are other guys out there for you i promise you just have to be patient.
But hey guy, no you're not off the hook either. Boys these days do some pretty messed up things, and I'm here to tell you right now IT'S NOT OKAY! Being a jerk is not going to get you a girl for a long term thing. So boys if you want someone that will be loyal to you and do what you say because you think you run things...GET A DOG!
Don't get me wrong i do know there are some good guys out there and for guys there are some really good girls. But don't look at the outside look at the inside. TALK to them and get to KNOW them for who they REALLY are. Last year i would never be saying this to anyone, but there is way more to offer other then looks from people.


trust me.


Make a list of things you really like in a guy or girl [i don't judge]. And get as close to that as possible, but be reasonable. If your in high school and your describing a play boy model GET REAL! And for girls the Abercrombie model you see when you walk in the door probably wont look like that when he's a little older so STOP DREAMING.
Overall things will happen when they happen so don't rush it and fall 'in love' before you really feel it, or you just asking for trouble. :)


Live laugh love
xo xoxo xo .Maygen.
Peace

P.S. All of the rap and other songs that put images of fab life styles only is in there world not yours so don't expect it from anyone.




Live laugh love
xo xoxo xo .Maygen.
Peace

Fun Love

I don’t think other see you the way I do.
I see someone who is caring and loyal.
I see a broken heart being guarding.
Is in he process if healing,
But fails to because something lets you down again.
I see a strong and dependable person.
Who will be there when someone needs them the most.
And even when you feel like no one else is there
You will be.
I see troubles in your heart and mind.
I see you want someone to be there
No matter what happened in the past.
I see who you want to be become,
And I think it beautiful.
I see you .

Live laugh love
xo xoxo xo .Maygen.
Peace

l.o.v.e

you can tell if were nervous because of how many bobby pins our in our hair. you can tell we're real because of how we laugh at everything. you can tell we can bond with anyone even our coaches because inside jokes include them. you can tell were a team because even when you dont have enough air to breath we'll take breaths to tell each other we're there for them and how good they're doing in the middle of a routine. we are one of a kind.



Live laugh love
xo xoxo xo .Maygen.
Peace

Smile

Smile baby girl cause I cant stand to see you un happy
Cause when I see that frown I know that your mad at these
Things going on in life
But we cant stop it
Mide as well put our head up
And move on with it.
Smile baby girl I know you cant be sad
I promise you tomorrow
it wont seem so bad.



Live laugh love
xo xoxo xo .Maygen.
Peace

why loving someone regardless is a good thing

So my whole weekend was a live laugh love situation! I was sure living I don't even think I had any time to breathe because I was so busy and I laughed up until Valentine’s Day and still love everyone that just makes me want to scream! This is just another day in the life of me that I get to put up with just so I can do the same thing everyday till this unnecessary nonsense comes to a complete stop. Recently I just come to peace with the fact that even if in the moment you hate a person, they MIGHT actually realize they’re the ones being absolutely ridiculous! I got one friend back this weekend so I know I'm not going to be without him forever, which makes me super happy.
So why the title you might ask? Well you have to always be the bigger person...keep your arms open so just in case they realize they did something stupid your there for them even if they really don’t deserve the attention. I try to may it my goal to love openly but sometimes it’s easier said than done. False judgments and consistent rejection or neglect can really make you want to shut a person out but me and my big caring heart cant so I don’t try to be anything I’m not and I love with open arms. Some people think its weird I think it’s something they might not really appreciate till later whatever the case may be, caring will pay off in the end.


Live laugh love
xo xoxo xo .Maygen.
Peace

why being yourslef is so important.

Okay so this week I got a hair cut and just about all of it came off. And I’m really still getting us to my new look. It went from my chest to my chin and whoa whoa whoa that’s a lot. So with new hair cuts sometimes there's stages that you go through.
1. Whoa I really gotta hair cut stage.
2. Okay I love this to death I’m so glad I got it stage
3. Um okay not to sure about this stage
4. Ugh I don’t know what to do with this ever stage
5. Getting use to it stage
6. Okay I’m okay with this stage…
7. At peace with this stage.
Currently I’m at the “ugh I don’t know what to do with this ever stage” . cause if I do my high pony tail I look like pebbles from the Flinstones and of course every one wants to see and if they get to see it they say “oh my gosh Megan you look so cute!!” I also get that just for the cut. Anyway…what I was getting at in the first place was you are you and you is your personality. You should never let a comment or hair cut or change about anything change who you are as a person, you meet and make a lot more friends and people by being yourself. And yeah sometimes going outside the box totally helps but over all being who you are is way better in the long run.

Live laugh love
xo xoxo xo .Maygen.
Peace

blogger

so this is my first blog ever and letting people read my stuff is actually really nerve racking. i don't even know if anyone really knows that i have the interest. anyway, my whole topic is about live laugh love, really popular saying some people say only hippies use. I'm here to tell you that's really not true, its something i try to live by and by that i mean, living is something your gonna do...your doing it right now, laughing is what happens when your happy sometimes nervous but its a tension reliever and i tend to release a lot of tension and finally love, sometimes it may seem like a falsie but its true it can happen and when the times are right you will find yourself falling in love with many things and people in your life. so now that you know kind of where i
I'm personally come from i will continue to type my thoughts in the online world and you can start to see me at a way deeper level. :)


live laugh love
xo xoxo xo .Maygen.
peace