I Remember

I remember being angry
I remember bus rides
I remember buddies.
I remember break-ups
I remember bad practice
I remember being judged
I remember coaches
I remember crying
I remember cheering
I remember defeat
I remember eye shadow
I remember eating
I remember emotion
I remember friends
I remember flowers
I remember funky town
I remember good practice
I remember hand shakes
I remember homework at 12:30
I remember inside jokes
I remember lip gloss
I remember lip stain
I remember laughing
I remember move it
I remember make-ups
I remember Micheal
I remember no cheering
I remember not eating
I remember nerves
I remember over eating
I remember Richard.
I remember sweating
I remember smells
I remember smiling when it hurt
I remember technique
I remember winning
I remember uniforms

I have all of those memories
I remember it all.





Live laugh love
xo xoxo xo .Maygen.
Peace

Communication

Lately I’ve been thinking.
There is a lot of ways to communicate.
So what if there was only one.
What if the only way to communicate was by sign language.
Or if the only way was talking or music.
Would people say everything they wanted if there was only one way?
What if peoples body language meant nothing?

Imagine the day that everyone became deaf.
But no ones knew sign language, how would you communicate?
Would you try that much harder to get what you wanted to say understood?
Would you carry around a note pad and pen?
If you carried the note pad and pen would people become better at writing because that’s what they have to do now?

So, what about music?
People dedicate songs to each other all the time.
What if you cant hear the song and no one ever wrote out lyrics?
You can feel the beat but how would you know it was the right song?
I know these thoughts are crazy but what if?

What if the world was silent?
Would people be sad?
Would we even know the difference after a while?
If the world went quiet would the sounds later be weird to hear if the sound came back?
If the world went silent would people in the music industry lose their jobs?
No one could hear what would be the use?

What if your could only hear some sounds?
Like, if you could only hear the persons voice you are suppose to be with for the rest of your life?
Would that make love easier?
Of if you could only hear the people that are suppose to be true friends…
Would that mean no drama?
What if instead of the people that love you and care about you, you only heard the people that didn’t like you?
And on top of that it was louder then what they were really talking?
don’t you think that would make things harder because the people that love you and care about you can’t verbally help you through it?
What if everyone was just okay with you and no one had problems with you?
Would you be happier or would you want on or the other from above?

Bottom line communication is really important and I think we’re lucky we have it in so many different ways so if we cant express it one way we can another way.






Live laugh love
xo xoxo xo .Maygen.
Peace

Relief

Put one foot in front of the other
No matter what “they” say move forward
This isn’t for them its for you
Maybe this is the hardest way to go about it
But putting it off hurts it much
that’s not what you want
So with your head up high
Take step two and breath
Your almost there
Just another step closer then the first
Your on your way
Step three gets harder
don’t look back that’s not where you want to be
Kiss those days good-bye
You don’t need whatever that is anymore
Step four is mending
Healing anything that’s broken
And for the mind to accept it and take
Step five, realize its not as hard now
Things are better and your still alive
Now you’re ready to talk about
Maybe there is a fight
Maybe you just look at each other and know
Who cares
You have just been relived.



Things don’t always go as planned
Its hurts for a while but move on.
Things can only get better.
So laugh about the things that are stupid and useless
And cry only out of happiness
Live your life how you want to but don’t get out of control..




Live laugh love
xo xoxo xo .Maygen.
Peace

Acceptance

Hardest things sometimes
But its wont vanish like we hope it will
Consuming your thoughts till you do
And stays in the unwelcoming surroundings
Wishing it away doesn’t work
And ignoring it is only temporary
Sometimes we think we do it
But we just push things off
So it sits
Like the toy you use to play with
Then one day
You see it again
Everything comes back
And your faced with something
Take it in
Or leave it for good
Something times leaving doesn’t mean for good
Just changing things
But sometimes that doesn’t work
So you reminisce about things
Think
And that’s when you know
If tears run down your face
So be it
If you feel nothing
don’t force yourself to
You just did something that is in the right direction
The direction that will help you move on
Never regret it if it comes back
Just look at it as an experience
And move on
Everything happens for a reason
Whatever it maybe
This is how it was suppose to go
So mid as well
ACCEPT IT.




Live laugh love
xo xoxo xo .Maygen.
Peace

BESTFRIENDS

Looking at you doesn't make me feel weak, but strong.
I love hanging out with you, even if only a hour long.
Very little do people know me as much as you do.
Every time we hang out we both act a fool.
Laying around or creeping on friends
All this i hope wont come to an end
Usually by now all the good times are gone
Going on two years now those time still live on
How do we do it?
Lets just stay its a secret
One that only two best friends would know
Very rare for two to keep it
Even in the hard time, never will we let go.



Live laugh love
xo xoxo xo .Maygen.
Peace

Jason

Even though you don't belong to me
legally
my love is just as strong as if you were
a piece of me.
Looking at you now i feel like your so big
i love to watch you grow into this handsome little kid.
with your blonde hair, blue eyes
you could almost be mine.
watching you grow up
crawl around and eat stuff [[:) HA!]]
now you do this cute walking waddle
but you don't seem to wobble.
boy when you grow up
you could be a model!
exploring the big world
that your now entering
one step at a time
with the help of mom and dads mentoring
but for now your one
and have many years ahead of you.
don't grow up to fast boy
cause i already cant keep up with you.




Live laugh love
xo xoxo xo .Maygen.
Peace

Love at its FAKEST!

This is my current biggest pet pev. So to be completely honest, here it is. People fall 'in love' way to fast. Then later they kick themselves cause they know that they shouldn't have fallen so fast in the first place. Not this girl, taking it slow in what I'm all about and what i encourage everyone to do as well.
Something i notice in girls is they conform to what the guy wants so they never get a chance to be themselves and the guy gets a false image of the girl from the start. Then when the girl finally starts getting comfortable and start being herself the guy doesn't like it and starts blaming the girl for anything that goes wrong and starts pointing fingers say she changed. That's not right that the girl gets blamed, but GIRLS come on get it together if he doesn't like you for who you really are dust your shoulders off and move on there are other guys out there for you i promise you just have to be patient.
But hey guy, no you're not off the hook either. Boys these days do some pretty messed up things, and I'm here to tell you right now IT'S NOT OKAY! Being a jerk is not going to get you a girl for a long term thing. So boys if you want someone that will be loyal to you and do what you say because you think you run things...GET A DOG!
Don't get me wrong i do know there are some good guys out there and for guys there are some really good girls. But don't look at the outside look at the inside. TALK to them and get to KNOW them for who they REALLY are. Last year i would never be saying this to anyone, but there is way more to offer other then looks from people.


trust me.


Make a list of things you really like in a guy or girl [i don't judge]. And get as close to that as possible, but be reasonable. If your in high school and your describing a play boy model GET REAL! And for girls the Abercrombie model you see when you walk in the door probably wont look like that when he's a little older so STOP DREAMING.
Overall things will happen when they happen so don't rush it and fall 'in love' before you really feel it, or you just asking for trouble. :)


Live laugh love
xo xoxo xo .Maygen.
Peace

P.S. All of the rap and other songs that put images of fab life styles only is in there world not yours so don't expect it from anyone.




Live laugh love
xo xoxo xo .Maygen.
Peace

Fun Love

I don’t think other see you the way I do.
I see someone who is caring and loyal.
I see a broken heart being guarding.
Is in he process if healing,
But fails to because something lets you down again.
I see a strong and dependable person.
Who will be there when someone needs them the most.
And even when you feel like no one else is there
You will be.
I see troubles in your heart and mind.
I see you want someone to be there
No matter what happened in the past.
I see who you want to be become,
And I think it beautiful.
I see you .

Live laugh love
xo xoxo xo .Maygen.
Peace