Song Dedication

For me one of the biggest forms of flattery is having a song dedicated to you by a person you care about. I’m not talking about friends messing around dedicatin sex songs to each other say “this song is for you!” No, I’m talking about the songs that maybe a boyfriend or someone you like like (as we would say in elementary school) would dedicate to you for a reason of their own. Not all of these songs have to be love gushy songs either, they could be about something in the past that went on that wasn’t the best time that your overcoming. To tell the truth it could be anything, sometimes it’s a couple separating and one person in the couple wants to show the other how they feel and the dedicate a mean song to them. Now that’s no really flattery that’s basically a huge *middle finger* to that person. This song that’s on my mind is the one about a hard past that we are trying to overcome, still in the process.
Based on my last post anyone whose read it can kind of say I have a lot of things on my mind. Somthings are serious and something arent of all that much of importants. Someone I extremly care about dedicated a song to me and it was one of those songs that only bits and pieces really apply to me. Part of th lyrics says it kills me not to know this but i’ve all but just forgotten what the color of her eyes were and her scars or how she got them, I had to ask him (because we havent seen each other for a month after a falling out) if he had really forgotten my eye color. The main reason for that question was him and I have the same eye color. The song goes on saying so tell me now if this ain’t love then how do we get out? Because I don’t know… when we were together we were very very very close and there was very little that could get us to turn against each other, we did have differences about things but we werent the kind of people that fought it out we just talked and understood where the other person was coming from.
The song itself is really good , its one of the songs that has a lot of underneath meaning to it. When I first listened to it I really was taken back because it was intense for the fact that we just started talking again. I know things will get better if things are taken slowly and maaaybee life will just fall in to place if I let it. I know I have really great people in my life and a lot of support do back me up on things. I’m glad I have everyone back in my life a little bit more then before. In the mean time I have to do something a lot of people have a very hard time doing if they are similar to me and that’s just thinking about themselves for a while and what I need to personally do to get where I need to be I have a huge move coming up in September and I need to be prepared, I think whateever come naturally will be the right choice.