Song Dedication

For me one of the biggest forms of flattery is having a song dedicated to you by a person you care about. I’m not talking about friends messing around dedicatin sex songs to each other say “this song is for you!” No, I’m talking about the songs that maybe a boyfriend or someone you like like (as we would say in elementary school) would dedicate to you for a reason of their own. Not all of these songs have to be love gushy songs either, they could be about something in the past that went on that wasn’t the best time that your overcoming. To tell the truth it could be anything, sometimes it’s a couple separating and one person in the couple wants to show the other how they feel and the dedicate a mean song to them. Now that’s no really flattery that’s basically a huge *middle finger* to that person. This song that’s on my mind is the one about a hard past that we are trying to overcome, still in the process.
Based on my last post anyone whose read it can kind of say I have a lot of things on my mind. Somthings are serious and something arent of all that much of importants. Someone I extremly care about dedicated a song to me and it was one of those songs that only bits and pieces really apply to me. Part of th lyrics says it kills me not to know this but i’ve all but just forgotten what the color of her eyes were and her scars or how she got them, I had to ask him (because we havent seen each other for a month after a falling out) if he had really forgotten my eye color. The main reason for that question was him and I have the same eye color. The song goes on saying so tell me now if this ain’t love then how do we get out? Because I don’t know… when we were together we were very very very close and there was very little that could get us to turn against each other, we did have differences about things but we werent the kind of people that fought it out we just talked and understood where the other person was coming from.
The song itself is really good , its one of the songs that has a lot of underneath meaning to it. When I first listened to it I really was taken back because it was intense for the fact that we just started talking again. I know things will get better if things are taken slowly and maaaybee life will just fall in to place if I let it. I know I have really great people in my life and a lot of support do back me up on things. I’m glad I have everyone back in my life a little bit more then before. In the mean time I have to do something a lot of people have a very hard time doing if they are similar to me and that’s just thinking about themselves for a while and what I need to personally do to get where I need to be I have a huge move coming up in September and I need to be prepared, I think whateever come naturally will be the right choice.

55 Questions

1. Why do people lie with a straight face as if it was the honest truth?
2. Why do people have such a hard time opening up when it matters?
3. How do you know when enough is enough?
4. Do you ever feel bad for something in the past?
5. Does living your life with no regrets really mean you don’t regret anything?
6. What would you change about yourself if you had the chance?
7. Do you think abortion is murder?
8. How was the universe made?
9. If dinosaurs were still alive would they eat humans?
10. Would there be insurance for that?
11. If something makes you laugh is it always because it’s funny?
12. Did you know that your group thinks that others are weird but they might think the same of you?
13. Why is being gay or bisexual considered uncomfortable?
14. Why is religion a touchy subject?
15. Shouldn’t love and marriage between two people?
16. Why do all the cool looking phones have the most defects?
17. Why does my dog act like he wants to go outside then when I come to the door he walks away?
18. What happens after we die?
How do some people get so cocky?
19. Why is it so easy to get stuck on one person?
20. Do you believe the more you laugh the longer your life?
21. I think teen moms are some of the strongest girls, don’t you?
22. If you had to give up everything but one thing what would it be?
23. Why are dandelions bright and colorful plus they are like flowers but considered a weed?
24. How come the things that smell horrible taste AWESEOME?
25. How come the only reason I can spell that word is cause of a cheer?
26. Why does anyone get jealous?
27. Have you ever thought about inanimate objects having feelings?
28. Wouldn’t it be funny if down south got a blizzard?
29. Would they cancel school?
30. Why is California so glamorous...or is it? Becca?
31. If a makes a decision without any women around is he still wrong?
32. Why do I get ready in the morning on windy days?
33. Why doesn’t anyone understand that I and my best friend don’t fight?
34. Why is it so important to be dominating with everything?
35. Why is going with the flow considered not caring?
36. Can people change?
37. The past makes you who you are today; would you do it over again?
38. Do you believe things have to get harder before they get better?
39. Is saying “no” that easy?
40. Why do gas prices go up and down so much?
41. If the government legalized marijuana would our country get out of dept?
42. Why do girls have 5 different lotions at once?
43. Do you have a collection of something?
44. Is internet dating creepy?
45. Why are gentlemen rare to find?
46. Why are people so shallow?
47. Is the media distorting our thoughts about what a couple should look like?
48. If people could fly would our wings be visible all the time or could we just bring them out when we needed them?
49. Why are dogs afraid of vacuums?
50. Why does Amigo only let me pet him half the time?
51. How do animals get mean?
52. Is “THE ZONE” a real place?
53. If you’re addicted to food do you have withdrawals as if it was a drug?
54. Would it freak you out if your baby didn’t cry after it was born but instead started yelling about how it was cold and wanted to be warm and to shut off light because it was too bright and wanted the mommy?
55. Why is it awkward to watch people fight?

to tute!

I wish I could peer into my magic crystal ball
And tell you everything is going to be okay
Someday I won’t be dressing hair on a doll
And the sad songs won’t hurt when they play
Distance is different than falling apart
One includes miles
The other a broken heart
Bring it on distance
I brought heavy duty glue
So there is not a lot of resistance
Between me and you

INDUSTRIAL

i turn 18 on saturday. :) WOOOOOOOOOOOOO! yesss I'm super excited! cause that means in the summer i have way more freedom then i do now. So I bet you all might be wondering about now “Megan, why is there a picture of a synthetic ear with piercings in it?” well the answer to that is that after I get a job that allows it (says mom and dad) then I’m going to get it done.. Yeah yeah I’m 18 and I can do what I want BUT! Sometimes parents make sense. So I’m waiting…still going to get it but I’m waiting.
Personally I LOVE piercing! There possibly one of the coolest weirdest things you can get because there is the piercings that you can get that would be considered “normal” or “socially expectable” then there is the outrageous ones that I just want to stare at FOREVER!!!! And sit and wonder how did you do that? Thinking umm…OUCH! Jeezz!!
So just to summarize
I’m turning 18
And I’m going to get a job
And piercing… in that order!

couples.

If I say couples, what comes to your mind?
The skinny pretty girl that would be the perfect trophy wife with no brain and the football or whatever kind of JOCK that knows nothing but the game that he plays?
STYEROTYPING MUCH JEEEEZE!!
Well I don’t know what everything thinks when they hear the word couples, but I would like to HINT HINT! Comment your vision of a couple and what you think of.
Personally I just think of people flirting and being all cute! The kind of cute that makes me and all the other single people out there sick to there stomach with jealousy cause we and everyone else wants to have someone like that too! Haha
p.s. this is the love part of life laugh love 

Can't stand it

This is not a just a phrase
But a song
A cute love song
Words from the heart
Sung in toon with a gutiar
Music notes float out of his mouth
Swoop her off her feet, into a daze
She cant come out
She dosen’t want to come out
A cute love song
Made for a girl
A special girl
A girl of beauty and grace
One a boy could fall in love with
So he sings to her
I love you
A cute love song
Creates a world for the boy and girl
They will never be harmed
Happy they will stay
Because in this world,
They will be together
Always and forever.



Live laugh love
xo xoxo xo .Maygen.
Peace

....

This is something hard, you know?
I feel like something isn’t right
Nothing makes sense
Things just don’t add up
So what do I do?
Just wait?
That’s not in my nature.
If I care I want things to be better.
NOW!!!
Demanding right?
I can’t help it
I don’t want people to hurt that I care about.
And I don’t want to hurt either
Being sad or down...no fun
Here’s something for everyone
DON’T DO SOMETHING UNLESS YOU HAVE A LEGIT REASON!
If you make an action have reasons behind it
Not because…
Because you wanted to is not a reason.
Sometimes you have to think of yourself
But don’t forget about the other person or people the situation involves
I’m not say every single person
I’m saying directly the one or two people it affects
Life...Is hard and goes by fast
It doesn’t slow down and its hard but
Take everything one day at a time
Think about what you say
If what you’re saying doesn’t make sense
It won’t make sense to anyone else.
Did it make any sense to you?




Live laugh love
xo xoxo xo .Maygen.
Peace

Thinking about thoughts

Bad: Tripping and scraping your knee.
Good: getting a band-aid.
Bad: getting in a fight.
Good: making up from getting in that fight.
Bad: A loved one dying.
Good: They’re in a better place.
Bad: break ups.
Good: finding the right thing to do about it.
Bad: failing a test.
Good: doing good on the next one
Some things I have been thinking about are the good and bad things in life. Whether little or big, to be honest it has been on my mind recently. I have been thinking about it but since I just wrote it now and not earlier in the week when these thoughts of mine were fresh a lot of them have left my mind. In my life recently over break has been something else. A lot of crazy new and actually relieving things have happened. I got to talk to my parents about something that just recently entered my life that I never thought they would accept, but they did, nowit is not a huge secret.





Live laugh love
xo xoxo xo .Maygen.
Peace